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@PUPBOIB
benji ! he / him or they / them, 26, Cerberus / God AU [main au]. multi-ship with strong chem. queer. trans. || nonsexual outside of extreme chemistry ; any potential ship // or ship if confused, ask.
i will choose you, forever 𖹭
10:13:26 i will spend every second of every moment of every day; reminding you that you are more special than you feel on your worst days. and you are so much better than you are on your best days. you are perfect, in every way even on the days you're imperfect.
Amesji 𖹭

my wifey
2:28:15 pm i can not believe that we've been together for almost 4 years; though it shouldn't surprise me as much. you have always been someone that has stuck by me through IA, semi IA and just straight up disappearing.i know that a lot of people still can not understand that sometimes people just can't be here -- but you and i have always made it through, and we pick up right where we left off. i can not tell you how incredibly grateful for you that i am.i probably don't say it enough but i love you beyond words that i've said to you, as well as maybe ones i haven't gotten around to. you are beyond precious and i will spend my entire life praising just how wonderful you are.
sweet bunny girl
i know it's been awhile since i took the time to re-do this and be all cute and gushy. i also know that lately we haven't both been around a lot (okay im finally around a bit and now you're all busy); but that's okay baby. i understand, just as you have always done for me. there is nothing that can change what you and i have. it's something almost no one ever gets to have, but im so glad we found it together.i just want to remind you that i love you, not just that i want you to know that i still have the biggest crush on you. i have never stopped crushing on you; which is why i will never stop chasing you. i will never stop trying to make you smile. you deserve so much and even if i can't give you all of it -- baby im damn sure going to try. 𖹭
| falling in love with you was the smartest and easiest thing i have ever done in my life. i never want you to forget that, i am yours: now until the end of time. |
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dear you,
my bun princess i hope that you come back in here and blush like you used to when i'd spend like every other month re-doing these sections to remind you just how much you mean to me (i am working on it). these last almost 4 years yes it's been almost 4 years have been some of the best of my life, and that's because of you, my wifey.i might not get around to redoing this as much as i want to; but i promise i'm going to get better at just simple reminders that you are my baby girl, my princess my wifey... and i love you always.
lucji 𖹭

my little kitten
5:15:45 | 05:05:2026 i thought it was time to re-do this again. i know that i've been gone for awhile; but you should know that the distance never changed a single thing. i know im not the best at communication and sometimes i retreat and that makes it hard for you to see that i love you. but fuck i love you. to a point that there is almost zero words that really even scratch the surface of how much.i don't think that i've ever told you that you bring me a peace that i i know for a fact i do not deserve. you are absolutely the most precious being to ever grace my life. in this timeline and all alternate ones -- finding you was one in a million and i don't think there is a version of me that's smart enough to find you in some other multiverse. this version of us, this was the one that was meant to be. this timeline benji was going to fall in love with you, over and over again. please always remember that, i keep falling in love with you every moment of every day.
precious bebe boy
i've been known as a lot of bad things around here, to a point where i've gotten a reputation of being; well a player so to speak. I never really saw myself that way -- at least not until you. I still look in the mirror and see someone that's not good enough for you; for your precious sweet adoring heart. I know im not worthy of your love, but i will spend my entire existence changing that because im never ever letting you go.there isn't a single thing that you could do, that would make me unlove you. there isn't a single thing that will ever make me wanna walk out the door. you're it baby, the one. The one i will never give up on, the one that was made for me; the gods and the stars agree it's always going to be you and me. i will spend the rest of the breaths i have on this earth, to whisper that i love you, more than i did in the last breath.
| im so glad i spent the time to fall in love with you, with all of you. the parts you try to hide and the parts you wish only show. i love all of you. |
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dear you
my babie kitten i remember when i first met you, years ago. going on somewhere around 3 years now. I know it's mind blowing; so when i tell you im here to stay -- you gotta know that i mean it. I know i said before how im glad we took our time and got to know one another and let ourselves fall in love; but that's not totally true. i fell for you instantaneously and it scared the fuck out of me.i really don't think i've ever let my walls down so quickly for someone (even if it didn't feel that way on your end). i was so hopelessly in love with you with just a hello. and i don't think you know that -- the effect you have on people. that sweet, adorable precious baby thing you got going for you? That's a killer; baby. And that killer stole my heart with just one hello.
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ainji 𖹭

whose that girl,
02:12:29 | 06:18:2026 I remember when you told me that you used to kind of day dream about being in here, being someone that i gushed over -- someone i was falling for. I guess you really manifested it all for yourself, babe. Because here we are; with you being basically the only thought i have on my mind. I mean I have ADHD; but being distracted by your sleepy ass -- that is something i'm not sure they have medication for me to refocus my attention. I'm still trying to read where i sit in your head -- but i'm pretty sure, if im right (which i almost always am); you're kind of in the same place as i am -- im right there always. Nothing else matters quite as much as those moments, hours, second then when we're dwelling on one another even if we're speaking or together. I'm thinking about you, in ways i'm not sure you could ever possibly imagine.
my honeysuckle
i can not believe you never came out and told me you caught feelings for my dumbass -- and sure you can go right a head and say that I didn't admit it either; but let's not focus on my fuck ups. I'm not saying that i regret it tho, not even for a second; i know we had periods of time where we might not have been as close enough we we're chickenshit -- but i still think it's what brought us here, where we are now.what we have here -- this? this is fucking beautiful and as much as i surprisingly couldn't have predicted it, i'm so glad it was you that surprised me. If you didn't know, it is pretty difficult to surprise me; reading people is kind of my thing -- but you always kept me guessing, at least you tried to for a pretty long time. You will never know just how much i appreciate you making sure that i chased you; because now we have something no one else could even imagine for themselves -- what we have is ours and it is only ours.
| you are without a doubt the best thing, person, undead babe that has ever graced my entire existence. You don't even have to be alive to bring life and love into my own life. |
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dear you,
my sunnyday, th ae fact that you bring me light, being a creature of the darkness is a little ironic to me -- but i suppose it makes sense. We are both the type to shine brightly but also we tend to hide away and dim ourselves. I see all the brightness that beams from you, even on the days you can barely get up and look at yourself. I see all the beauty that you have.I mean, obviously you're banging; but im talking about that soullessness that you have -- it pulls me in and curls around me, as if it's not just where i belong but where we can feel complete. I know you and I are a risk -- in so many ways, but you are worth it -- all of it. Just know despite anything else, i'm never gonna change my mind when it comes to you; my pinky promises
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locji 𖹭

my sweet peach
02:57:52 pm you and i have known one another for so long, and while i do not have an actual time frame for it... i think it's been at least 3 years. somewhere around there anyway and while we haven't been together, together that whole time; we kind of have been. i know that there has been a lot of points where we kind of dip in and out of one anothers lives; but did we ever really dip? i don't think so babe. you were and have been with me every single second.also with our time differences that makes it a little harder, but despite the fact that the deck tried to stack itself against us: it did not work. there has been nothing that could keep us apart. not time, not distance and not life. we found one another and we held on for dear life and i could not be happier that we defied odds together.
precious queen
i'm not going to lie that it still throws me off a little bit that you're the one that asked me out. again that is not something that often... or really ever happens to me. i also can usually see it coming; but you surprised me. though that's just something that you do. you surprised me coming into my life, you've surprised me by sticking around while we played cat and mouse or will the wont they. you surprise me just by being yourself.you are such a warm loving precious bebe, and i wouldn't trade what we have for anything else with anyone else. what we have is so special to me, even if we don't always get to spend as much time together as we'd like to. but you know what they say, distance makes the heart grow fonder, and i know my heart grows fonder every single day for you, my sweet peachy babie.
| i have heard that there is nothing sweeter than a peach; i happen to know that's a fact. because i know that there is nothing sweeter than you. |
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dear you
my sweet peach, im not sure when you'll see this but i hope that it brings you a joy that you can carry with you, always. a place you can come and smile even when we're apart. just remember that you are always on my mind little love. it doesn't matter if we talked yesterday or a few weeks ago. you have a home in the cockles of my heart.you have always had a home there, and you burrowed your way in there and that's where i hope you know i hold you near or far, little baby. remember that, every single moment no matter what i am right here with you; and i promise you that i always will be.
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isaacji 𖹭

my cinnabon
12:34:15 pm did you know that we've been talking for at least 675 days as of officially today... but i also know that that account is wrong -- I remember flirting with you crazy hard on the tl for quite sometime before i casually slid into your dms and decided that you were never ever gonna be without me; that officially or otherwise you were mine.I know that i kind of beat around the bush and took my time here with everything but to be fair, we did have quite a bit of distance. Which honestly only made things better; if you ask me anyways. Our feelings for one another never waivered not even for a second when our lives got busy. You stayed curled in the core of my heart where you had made your home, and you just never left even in the time we were apart -- you were always with me.
little foxy bebe
I honestly think that we've been together longer than this, you waited for me and I waited for you and while I wish some more of that time was spent hand in hand; i still do not regret a second of it. I grew so fond of you that well the proof is in the pudding, here we are; i know it's a long time coming. But when you promised me that you'd make your come back -- i promised you I'd make you mine, and i am nothing if not a man of my word.You might not believe it, but this is as selfless as I've ever been with a person -- and now I've decided that im going to be selfish, because being with you no matter how many moments we get to really share together because timezones are shit, but ill be here every second that you are. I don't expect you to be here every day; i just expect you to show up when you can. I don't want us to make promises we can't keep, i just want us to be together in all the moments we can.
| I am so thankful for you, in ways that words themselves will never be able to tell you; but i promise to show up for you every single day -- just baby give me that in return |
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dear you
I want you to be able to come in here and just feel adored to the highest level of adoration -- and i want to show you that even in our busy lives i will always make sure i make time to remind you that nothing has changed for me, that my feelings are still there. I'm here to reassure you, baby. I'm here to fall in love with you and everything else that comes with that.I am a realist, even if i am a hopeless romantic you just have to try, that's all i ask of you, okay baby? No pressure, just do your best, and you will always have my best in return. We might not express our feelings the same way, and sometimes you might not have the words the way I do -- but that's okay; because i have them for the both of us, remember that.
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@bababenji
The Beginning !
Benji was born in the underworld shortly after summer, which is when his mother, Persephone, would return from the earth and back to the underworld. After bringing the humans spring and summer, after making the earth look beautiful again -- she returned to give birth to her beautiful baby boy: Benji. Benji was the perfect combination of his father, Hades, and his mother Persephone. He could bring life like his mother, and death like his father -- but what the parents failed to realize before having their son, was just what those two blended together into one God, would ultimately create. Now the young God didn’t want the world to burn, or to take it over.
But he did however like to cause chaos and a whole lot of trouble, he wasn’t persay bad, he just liked having fun at the expense of other’s. Though of course he wasn’t always causing problems in the human world, and the underworld. Sometimes there were moments that he preferred creation. Occasionally, he would use his abilities for good, saving a life here and there; though that only created problems for his father, as Hades hated it when people would try and cheat death.Benji had always thirsted for knowledge and power, he couldn't help himself given the fact that he was eternal. finding himself bored was something that often happened to him, so of course he found himself into the plenty of mischief & chaos, though that was just the beginning of his story.



Benji’s parents had known that they were in for a handful once Benji began to grow up, even as a child they knew that they may have bit off more than they could chew, so to speak. He was intelligent, on a level the pair had never seen before. He could pick up anything, and within a matter of minutes understand how it works, how to take it apart, how to put it back together. He had magic that the two had never seen, and could teach himself new abilities with the snap of his fingers. The boy was powerful; way more so than the two of them had ever thought possible.
His parents had to do something to keep their child under control. He did what he wanted when he wanted, and it was causing a lot of grief for the pair of them every time he’d sneak off to the human world. After a long decision between the two parents, they finally figured out what they should do. They had to put a leash on their boy, in the most literal terms.The pair of Hades and Persephone bound their soul to the only thing that seemed like it could hold their boy and keep him from causing trouble. They bound his soul to Cerberus the guardian of the underworld.

| i would like my three wishes: one you stay, two you stay here with me and three well it is something that is forever. i don't want to be on this planet without you next to me. you are too precious, too vital to my existence. so please, i beg of you just stay with me, always. |
| you, you are beyond words precious and i dont know what i did to have you land in my lap. for you to be here, with me for me -- always. |
| and i do mean always i know we are kind of in and out of one another's lives -- but you somehow find a way back right when im crumbling or just need you. suddenly you're here like a magical genie. |


| please just never forget that i am here for you, always -- whenever. i know that i ghost and im a dummy but if you need me around just say the word and ill snap my ass out of it to be there for my bestie <3 |
| my sweet little pocket prince, i know that we don't spend as much time together as i'd like -- but you are and remain so important to me. you will always be so important to me. |
| we have been friends, for so so long and i never want that friendship to fade away. you are far to wonderful to let go. i'm sorry that i don't tell you that nearly enough. |

| hi there cutie, you were meant to go in here forever ago -- but then i sorta died and thought it best we get to know one another again before i just put you in here (where you belong) |
| i am so glad we came back to one another even if the time that pasted -- it also doesn't feel like much has changed, though i do find myself staring at you quite a bit more than i used to if you catch my drift |


| i just wanted to make sure that i took the time to get you in here; and tell you that you are absolutely adorable, every moment we spend together i can feel the butterflies in my stomach fluttering around (and yes, they are in there because if cebby can eat it he will.) I can't wait to see where things go with us, but i will cherish every single moment of every single day with you, bebe. <3 |

| I am very thrilled to see where this leads between us. Everyday i learn something new about you, and you are so eager to learn about who i am despite the things i've told you about my past. it's really refreshing to see someone who just looks at me and sees me, as me without any question or doubt. I have zero doubt in my mind that there is something beautiful blossoming between us. |
| I have been putting off putting you in here because i've been lazy, but i've been telling you for a little bit now, so here we are now. I know that we just started talking but I do find you absolutely adorable, if you didn't know, even though i've told you many times. |
| this is just the beginning of our friendship and getting to know you is such a pleasure, learning about your favorite things and you getting excited every time we speak is, well, absolutely precious, I am in awe of how cute you are. |

BYF!
this is a nsfw account so dnfi you get easly triggered with drugs, taboo & trauma kinks, addiction etc.. theses are often untagged kinks. please take note that while very flirty benji does not partake in sexual behavior (sexual flirting is okay) outside of shipping.multi-ship with strong chemistry. ADMIN is a depressed sac and sometimes sucks at replying is however more active on discord: bababenji feel free to add me there for better responce time.
DNI!
admin is 35, if you're a minor or you don't have your age on the profile/carrd do not follow or try to interact. NOTE i do block, softblock & mute accounts under the age of 21 if i see them on my tl. this is for admins comfort and safety it is not personal at all. if you don't respect someone's space and time. if your intentions are just sexual. if you're not respectful of someone's gender, race, religion or sexuality. | benji will not ship with anyone under 25 ooc or pursue anyone under that age in anyway shape or form
likes!
spicy food, ramen, clawfooted tubs, horror, collectables, comics, anime, dogs, tea, mint chocolate, strawberry milkshakes, warm blankets, yoshi, bats & raccoons, binging shows, hot showers, communication, mutual respect & affection.
dislikes!
being sick, snow, driving, oranges, drama, liars, birds freak me out, getting out of bed, going to work, back pain, coffee, redoing my carrd, disappointing food, cold french fries, bad animes, wasted cheese

Things to know !
SEX is not something that my muse is incredibly interested in. he will flirt sexually, and of course cuddles and smooches are on the table but outside of ships | relationships with strong chemistry -- to potential ships; going further is not something he is comfortable with.this is within exception i will not partake in going all the way without real feelings.shipping with chem is true but that does no mean we're gonna date after like 5 seconds of knowing one another i require time and growth before i even consider jumping into a relationship. i want good strong relationships not something that's gonna fizzle out in like a week !
writing style: english roleplay only. replies maybe sporadic, admin does have a fulltime job and a small little life. length will vary on more than just what is given to me in your starter/reply. i tend to be very detail oriented, especially after muses begin to click together. third person narrative in plot/s | writing.benji is multiship this is for benji's own comfort given that he is very affectionate on the tl (when he is around he is anyways) its for peace of mind so that nothing feels like it's being hidden from another ship, or so that ships can speak freely about other ships with him if they so choose to.NOTE ! the idea of a poly appeals to me; but i likely will NOT pursue one without being absolutely sure and feel totally safe in it.
