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@PUPBOIB
benji ! he / him or they / them, 26, Cerberus / God AU [main au]. multi-ship with strong chem. queer. trans. || nonsexual outside of ships

hi my name is Silas...
just a few things that you should know about me; i am transgender [female to male] if that's a problem for you, kindly hit that block button. i work one full time job and a part time job; things can get hectic with my availability -- i am trying to be better about this. i do have discord and i am easier to reach there most of the time. I am a dog parent and i will talk about my little man to fill empty space and spam you with cute photos of him. I am also taken in real life, so please respect those boundaries. I personally would like to become PLOT DRIVEN account so if you're interested in writing anything send me which AU you're interested in as well as a trope or something to get use started. I'd love to have some more writing partners here. :)
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name characters Benji | Elias
age ic 26 | ooc 34
pronouns he / him | they / them
zodiac cancer
birthday july 3rd | ic & ooc
discord bababenji
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i will choose you, forever 𖹭
10:13:26 i will spend every second of every moment of every day; reminding you that you are more special than you feel on your worst days. and you are so much better than you are on your best days. you are perfect, in every way even on the days you're imperfect.
Amesji 𖹭

my wifey
2:28:15 pm i can not believe that we've been together for almost 4 years; though it shouldn't surprise me as much. you have always been someone that has stuck by me through IA, semi IA and just straight up disappearing.i know that a lot of people still can not understand that sometimes people just can't be here -- but you and i have always made it through, and we pick up right where we left off. i can not tell you how incredibly grateful for you that i am.i probably don't say it enough but i love you beyond words that i've said to you, as well as maybe ones i haven't gotten around to. you are beyond precious and i will spend my entire life praising just how wonderful you are.
sweet bunny girl
i know it's been awhile since i took the time to re-do this and be all cute and gushy. i also know that lately we haven't both been around a lot (okay im finally around a bit and now you're all busy); but that's okay baby. i understand, just as you have always done for me. there is nothing that can change what you and i have. it's something almost no one ever gets to have, but im so glad we found it together.i just want to remind you that i love you, not just that i want you to know that i still have the biggest crush on you. i have never stopped crushing on you; which is why i will never stop chasing you. i will never stop trying to make you smile. you deserve so much and even if i can't give you all of it -- baby im damn sure going to try. 𖹭
| falling in love with you was the smartest and easiest thing i have ever done in my life. i never want you to forget that, i am yours: now until the end of time. |
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precious
sweet
princess
bunny
beautiful
bitey
baby
angel
lovie

dear you,
my bun princess i hope that you come back in here and blush like you used to when i'd spend like every other month re-doing these sections to remind you just how much you mean to me (i am working on it). these last almost 4 years yes it's been almost 4 years have been some of the best of my life, and that's because of you, my wifey.i might not get around to redoing this as much as i want to; but i promise i'm going to get better at just simple reminders that you are my baby girl, my princess my wifey... and i love you always.
lucji 𖹭

my little kitten
5:15:45 | 05:05:2026 i thought it was time to re-do this again. i know that i've been gone for awhile; but you should know that the distance never changed a single thing. i know im not the best at communication and sometimes i retreat and that makes it hard for you to see that i love you. but fuck i love you. to a point that there is almost zero words that really even scratch the surface of how much.i don't think that i've ever told you that you bring me a peace that i i know for a fact i do not deserve. you are absolutely the most precious being to ever grace my life. in this timeline and all alternate ones -- finding you was one in a million and i don't think there is a version of me that's smart enough to find you in some other multiverse. this version of us, this was the one that was meant to be. this timeline benji was going to fall in love with you, over and over again. please always remember that, i keep falling in love with you every moment of every day.
precious bebe boy
i've been known as a lot of bad things around here, to a point where i've gotten a reputation of being; well a player so to speak. I never really saw myself that way -- at least not until you. I still look in the mirror and see someone that's not good enough for you; for your precious sweet adoring heart. I know im not worthy of your love, but i will spend my entire existence changing that because im never ever letting you go.there isn't a single thing that you could do, that would make me unlove you. there isn't a single thing that will ever make me wanna walk out the door. you're it baby, the one. The one i will never give up on, the one that was made for me; the gods and the stars agree it's always going to be you and me. i will spend the rest of the breaths i have on this earth, to whisper that i love you, more than i did in the last breath.
| im so glad i spent the time to fall in love with you, with all of you. the parts you try to hide and the parts you wish only show. i love all of you. |
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wonderful
my kitten
honey bun
bebe
smol babie
precious boy
mine
my love
little bean babie
sweetie

dear you
my babie kitten i remember when i first met you, years ago. going on somewhere around 3 years now. I know it's mind blowing; so when i tell you im here to stay -- you gotta know that i mean it. I know i said before how im glad we took our time and got to know one another and let ourselves fall in love; but that's not totally true. i fell for you instantaneously and it scared the fuck out of me.i really don't think i've ever let my walls down so quickly for someone (even if it didn't feel that way on your end). i was so hopelessly in love with you with just a hello. and i don't think you know that -- the effect you have on people. that sweet, adorable precious baby thing you got going for you? That's a killer; baby. And that killer stole my heart with just one hello.
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namnji 𖹭

beep beep eds
5:46:58 | 05:05:2026 i met you at my worst. a place i was unlovable, despite what you might believe. i found you, well; i guess you honestly found me, but that doesn't really matter. what matters is that i closed myself off almost completely and you sneaky snuck your way into my heart. you wormed your way in there and wrapped yourself around it. You claimed it as if it wasn't broken and damaged almost beyond repair. I still do this day have no idea what you see in me... but i know for sure what i see in you: the world. the light of life. I see everything good behind those beautiful eyes of yours.i know that this road hasn't always been easy for the two of us; but i do love you beyond the words that i can speak. you have done so much more than you know for me besides be the greatest friend i could have asked for -- and then one uped yourself and became my love my partner in crime. my stu.
my snoopy boy
i know i dipped, i know I've retreated -- i know I've given you reasons to stop believing in us. but i also know that there isnt a single thing that can tear us apart. not a person, not some mystical force beyond our knowledge. you and i are linked, the way spider-man and MJ are. We are going to find a way to be together -- even if it's cursed. You and i are going to fall in love with each other -- one way or another. our memories could be erased but we will be drawn right back to here right back to each other; and that's something beyond forever.you are my twin flame; my romantic and platonic Anam Cara. I don't have the words, honestly -- i just know that i want you right by my side until the last breath slips through my lips -- and hand in hand we go right into the next life. Though, i gotta be honest this life is my favorite one that i've fallin for you in.
| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |
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my stu
eater of worlds
bonded partner
pearl
babie
nomnom
handsome bebe
lovie
dream boat
binge buddy

dear you,
my otter half, actually having the recollection to remember waking up next to you -- nothing, i mean nothing compares and never will. holding you close in my arms, sneaking soft sweet kisses just because. looking into your eyes and seeing myself how you see me? There is nothing like it in this life, the next life or even in the afterlife.you're not my soulmate -- your my bonded partner. your my mate. you're the one the earth, moon and stars all aligned and shoved us together: fate; you know that ol' tale written in the sky and all that. That's you and I. Our story is our own -- but we were bound to find one another and fall in love; every single time. I love you, please always remember that, my precious otter baby.
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locji 𖹭

my sweet peach
02:57:52 pm you and i have known one another for so long, and while i do not have an actual time frame for it... i think it's been at least 3 years. somewhere around there anyway and while we haven't been together, together that whole time; we kind of have been. i know that there has been a lot of points where we kind of dip in and out of one anothers lives; but did we ever really dip? i don't think so babe. you were and have been with me every single second.also with our time differences that makes it a little harder, but despite the fact that the deck tried to stack itself against us: it did not work. there has been nothing that could keep us apart. not time, not distance and not life. we found one another and we held on for dear life and i could not be happier that we defied odds together.
precious queen
i'm not going to lie that it still throws me off a little bit that you're the one that asked me out. again that is not something that often... or really ever happens to me. i also can usually see it coming; but you surprised me. though that's just something that you do. you surprised me coming into my life, you've surprised me by sticking around while we played cat and mouse or will the wont they. you surprise me just by being yourself.you are such a warm loving precious bebe, and i wouldn't trade what we have for anything else with anyone else. what we have is so special to me, even if we don't always get to spend as much time together as we'd like to. but you know what they say, distance makes the heart grow fonder, and i know my heart grows fonder every single day for you, my sweet peachy babie.
| i have heard that there is nothing sweeter than a peach; i happen to know that's a fact. because i know that there is nothing sweeter than you. |
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peaches
babie
pumpkin
pookie
sweetheart
doll
love bug
cupcake
sweetpea
cutiepatootie

dear you
my sweet peach, im not sure when you'll see this but i hope that it brings you a joy that you can carry with you, always. a place you can come and smile even when we're apart. just remember that you are always on my mind little love. it doesn't matter if we talked yesterday or a few weeks ago. you have a home in the cockles of my heart.you have always had a home there, and you burrowed your way in there and that's where i hope you know i hold you near or far, little baby. remember that, every single moment no matter what i am right here with you; and i promise you that i always will be.
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@bababenji
The Beginning !
Benji was born in the underworld shortly after summer, which is when his mother, Persephone, would return from the earth and back to the underworld. After bringing the humans spring and summer, after making the earth look beautiful again -- she returned to give birth to her beautiful baby boy: Benji. Benji was the perfect combination of his father, Hades, and his mother Persephone. He could bring life like his mother, and death like his father -- but what the parents failed to realize before having their son, was just what those two blended together into one God, would ultimately create. Now the young God didn’t want the world to burn, or to take it over.
But he did however like to cause chaos and a whole lot of trouble, he wasn’t persay bad, he just liked having fun at the expense of other’s. Though of course he wasn’t always causing problems in the human world, and the underworld. Sometimes there were moments that he preferred creation. Occasionally, he would use his abilities for good, saving a life here and there; though that only created problems for his father, as Hades hated it when people would try and cheat death.Benji had always thirsted for knowledge and power, he couldn't help himself given the fact that he was eternal. finding himself bored was something that often happened to him, so of course he found himself into the plenty of mischief & chaos, though that was just the beginning of his story.



Benji’s parents had known that they were in for a handful once Benji began to grow up, even as a child they knew that they may have bit off more than they could chew, so to speak. He was intelligent, on a level the pair had never seen before. He could pick up anything, and within a matter of minutes understand how it works, how to take it apart, how to put it back together. He had magic that the two had never seen, and could teach himself new abilities with the snap of his fingers. The boy was powerful; way more so than the two of them had ever thought possible.
His parents had to do something to keep their child under control. He did what he wanted when he wanted, and it was causing a lot of grief for the pair of them every time he’d sneak off to the human world. After a long decision between the two parents, they finally figured out what they should do. They had to put a leash on their boy, in the most literal terms.The pair of Hades and Persephone bound their soul to the only thing that seemed like it could hold their boy and keep him from causing trouble. They bound his soul to Cerberus the guardian of the underworld.
| ive been meaning to do this for awhile, but honestly i wasn't sure how to say anything i wanted to say... but i suppose i should man up; right? |
| i'm sure i could go on and on but ill keep it simple right now, just to keep your heart at it's normal pitter patter. don't want you exploding. |


| you have always meant just a little more than you probably should have given, well your obvious distain for me. just keep in mind that you opened this door, and leaving it just a tiny bit ajar means imma tear it down -- like i said you have no idea what you're in for. when it comes to me. <3 |

| i would like my three wishes: one you stay, two you stay here with me and three well it is something that is forever. i don't want to be on this planet without you next to me. you are too precious, too vital to my existence. so please, i beg of you just stay with me, always. |
| you, you are beyond words precious and i dont know what i did to have you land in my lap. for you to be here, with me for me -- always. |
| and i do mean always i know we are kind of in and out of one another's lives -- but you somehow find a way back right when im crumbling or just need you. suddenly you're here like a magical genie. |


| please just never forget that i am here for you, always -- whenever. i know that i ghost and im a dummy but if you need me around just say the word and ill snap my ass out of it to be there for my bestie <3 |
| my sweet little pocket prince, i know that we don't spend as much time together as i'd like -- but you are and remain so important to me. you will always be so important to me. |
| we have been friends, for so so long and i never want that friendship to fade away. you are far to wonderful to let go. i'm sorry that i don't tell you that nearly enough. |

| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |
| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |


| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |

| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |
| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |
| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |

| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |
| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |


| you are my safe place, a place for me to call home. a warm cozy place to lay my head. falling for you wasn't a choice, but i'd choose you again and again, eds |
BYF!
this is a nsfw account so dnfi you get easly triggered with drugs, taboo & trauma kinks, addiction etc.. theses are often untagged kinks. please take note that while very flirty benji does not partake in sexual behavior (sexual flirting is okay) outside of shipping.multi-ship with strong chemistry. ADMIN is a depressed sac and sometimes sucks at replying is however more active on discord: bababenji feel free to add me there for better responce time.
DNI!
admin is 34, if you're a minor or you don't have your age on the profile/carrd do not follow or try to interact. NOTE i do block, softblock & mute accounts under the age of 21 if i see them on my tl. this is for admins comfort and safety it is not personal at all. if you don't respect someone's space and time. if your intentions are just sexual. if you're not respectful of someone's gender, race, religion or sexuality. | benji will not ship with anyone under 25 ooc
likes!
spicy food, ramen, clawfooted tubs, horror, collectables, comics, anime, dogs, tea, mint chocolate, strawberry milkshakes, warm blankets, yoshi, bats & raccoons, binging shows, hot showers, communication, mutual respect & affection.
dislikes!
being sick, snow, driving, oranges, drama, liars, birds freak me out, getting out of bed, going to work, back pain, coffee, redoing my carrd, disappointing food, cold french fries, bad animes, wasted cheese

Things to know !
SEX is not something that my muse is incredibly interested in. he will flirt sexually, and of course cuddles and smooches are on the table but outside of ships going further is not something he is comfortable with.this is within exception i will not partake in going all the way without real feelings.shipping with chem is true but that does no mean we're gonna date after like 5 seconds of knowing one another i require time and growth before i even consider jumping into a relationship. i want good strong relationships not something that's gonna fizzle out in like a week !
writing style: english roleplay only. replies maybe sporadic, admin does have a fulltime job and a small little life. length will vary on more than just what is given to me in your starter/reply. i tend to be very detail oriented, especially after muses begin to click together. third person narrative in plot/sl writing.benji is multiship this is for benji's own comfort given that he is very affectionate on the tl (when he is around he is anyways) its for peace of mind so that nothing feels like it's being hidden from another ship, or so that ships can speak freely about other ships with him if they so choose to.NOTE ! the idea of a poly appeals to me; but i likely will NOT pursue one without being absolutely sure and feel totally safe in it.
